gee.. soo much had happened last week.. some of it made me really happy... =) others made me muy sad.. =**( one minute i would be laughing hysterically the next i could be crying..

anyways.. i finally got accepted into the E E department!!! yay!! now i don't have to transfer to other universities or worse to WSU... =P  sigh.. i guess this means no more slacking off starting the fall quater.. better get my act together and become the super geek that i used to be.. =P

this weekend my friend ben came up to visit me.. his birthday is 3 days before mine.. so we always try to celebrate it together.. it was nice to catch up on the good ol-times with him.. ^^ it feel so different hanging out with him than with my friends here at UW.. i feel like i am a different person all the sudden.. umm i have no idea what i am talking about so just ignore me.. =P

well tomorrow is monday again.. sigh.. school and more school.. homework and more homework.. >,<

that's that.. ciao!

sigh.. bills are evil...i came home earlier tonight.. and saw 3 bills needing to be paid.. instant noodle for the rest of the month!! hooray!!

gosh.. what am i even doing online.. i can hear those damn annoy little birds chirpping outside right now.. they seems to come out at exactly 4:30 everynight.. it was really tempting to pull out a gun and shoot them all while i was sitting here trying to figure out what to write for my T C article analysis paper couple days ago.. anyways.. glad that is over with.. now i got to work on the research paper!! hooray!! T C 231 sucks a big fat one.. for those of you that likes T C.. FREAK!!! =P

hmm i am hungry.. i wonder what fun stuff will happen this weekend.. mmm soo exciting.. can't wait.. ^.^

hmm i should change that picture of me trying to be cute.. it is starting to gross me out.. i am pretty sure you feel the same way.. x_X jia!! you still need to take a good pic of me!! sigh.. i am soooo not photogenic.. >,<

anyways.. i should get some sleep.. it's almost 5 and i have class at 9:40 tomor.. man.. i probly gonna fall asleep in class again.. if i was the teacher i will probly want to kick my own ass.. sigh.. woman are created to toture man..

well time to sleep!! maybe i will have a nice dream like i did last night.. ^.^

nite all!! sweet dreams!! and don't dream about arnold schwarzenegger!! he is ugly and has a funny accent.. ^^  

waaaaahh.. it's been over a month since i last update my xanga.. there have been so much stuff going on.. i barely have time to sleep anymore.. much less update my xanga.. actually i am just too lazy.. =P

but i really haven't been sleeping a whole lot.. i even start to have those black under eye thingy..  and according to linda.. i look really "shui".. sigh.. life is so stressful.. >,<

well the fourth of july weekend was muy muy fun.. especially when we threw charlie into the water.. ^^ somehow that felt really fulfilling.. we should do that more often =P  anyways.. it was just great.. we had beach.. bbq.. firework.. and all the buenos amigos.. i don't think it can be any better..

bahhh.. i better go get start on my paper.. or else i wouldn't get much sleep again tonight.. >,<

wow.. the school year is almost over.. one more week of cramming and we are home free!! well exactly ten days for those that are taking summer school..  but anyways.. everyone has been working sooo hard to achieve their goals.. giving all they had.. studying, working, stressing, then self improving.. those people are probly many steps closer to their dreams than they were at the beginning of this year.. good job!!!

the sad thing was.. while i was talking to my parents on the phone..  i realized i can't honestly tell my parents that i am one of those people.. although i have gotten descent grades and taken the classes i needed to take.. somehow i feel soo empty and lost.. i lost the focus and the determination i once had.. i lost the self confidence i had in myself.. what used to come so easy and natural to me i no longer feel.. i guess i had really slumped a long way since my high school years.. right now.. i just want to shout out.. no more!! and wish i could just stop sliding down.. but i know nothing is that easy.. it will take alot of work and changes for me to get back on track again..

well enough of my personal rambling.. =P i just wanna say good job to all those who had work hard and achieved many things in the past year.. and keep it up!!! =)  as for those that feels like myself.. starting now.. let's work hard together and prove to ourselves and others that we are waaaayy more capable than we had shown.. well that's that.. good luck on yall's finals and hope yall have a great summer!!